SANNE'S STORY: Microdosing with the Amanita muscaria mushroom

Microdosing, and especially the Amanita muscaria (fly agaric), was a completely new concept for me. I found it a bit daunting at first, not having complete control over the effect. Yet, when I thought about the mushroom, it felt light and positive, so I embarked on this gentle journey with Amanita with good intentions.

The effect may seem barely noticeable at first, because it's very subtle, or palpable. And yet, the ultimate impact on my life is significant.

I sleep more deeply and peacefully. I have very vivid dreams (some of which I already had). I also wake up feeling rested and alert. Before, I was more dejected or very tired and not well-rested.

I experience more relaxation in my mind. Thoughts and feelings are present, but it's more of a soft, flowing quality. Emotions feel more accessible. Not like a depth I'm plunging into, but like a clear lake I can wade through with my feet at the edge. I'm more aware of my rapid, creative mind, and I notice that I can get lost in too much detail. Now I can choose and feel that sometimes I don't need to know all those things right now.

There's more peace and confidence, and a growing sense of relaxation in my body. Like a softness within myself. I experience more acceptance, and I'm gaining more insights into who I am and what my strengths are every week.